Beth spent her first night in Daryl’s tent
alone and on edge. She stayed up, unable to sleep, until almost midnight,
waiting for him to return from checking traps in the woods. She was sure that
he would want more than dinner from her, in exchange for keeping her safe by
giving her his token, but she was alone when she went to sleep.
When she awoke the next morning Daryl was
sitting up, putting on his socks, ignoring her.
“Did I oversleep?”
He shook his head no.
“I waited up for you but you didn’t come home.”
Daryl shrugged. “What, do I have to report to
you now, just because we share a tent?”
Mystified by his sour mood, Beth shook her
head. “No. I didn’t mean it like that…”
Her voice trailed away and he finished tying
his boots.
“How about some coffee?”
“I don’t drink coffee. I got you a box of
instant oats. Eat that for breakfast.”
“Don’t you want--”
“I’ll be late again tonight, so don’t wait up,”
he said, speaking over her, and then prepared to leave the tent.
“Have I upset you?”
“Oh, fuck,” he said, sighing in annoyance. “Are you one of
those types? The kind who nags a man and has to be reassured he’s not mad at
her all the damn time? I don’t need that shit in my life.”
“I’m sorry. I won’t ask again.”
“Whatever.”
He left the tent, and Beth felt tears stinging
at her eyes. What the hell had she done to put him in such a bad mood? Why was
he being such a dick? She’d hoped he’d turn out to be the quiet but nice type,
but he was turning out to be a serious asshole.
Still, she didn’t care. She’d wash his clothes,
cook when he wanted her to, and even let him fuck her when the mood took him,
but she wasn’t going to try to play the doting little woman who was all smiles
and honey-baby. If he wanted to be cold, she could be cold too. All that
mattered was that she kept his mark.
Outside she saw Andrea stepping out of Shane’s RV. She had
a token around her neck. Relief coursed through Beth as she approached.
“I spent all night worried about you,” she
said, coming up on Andrea. “I kept listening to see if I could hear if you were in distress, even
this far from your tent. So, you’re with Shane?”
Andrea didn’t have the smile on her face that
Beth had hoped for. In fact, she looked exhausted, and she didn’t try to
make eye contact.
“Are you okay?”
“I like my eggs scrambled, baby,” Shane said,
opening the RV door.
“You got it,” she said, smiling up at him.
He nodded at Beth and then disappeared back inside.
She whispered to Beth, “I’m fine. We’ll talk later, when we go to the quary.”
Sensing that now wasn’t a good time to press
the issue, Beth left Andrea and returned to the tent she shared with Daryl to
make her own breakfast of instant oats and instant coffee.
*****
There was trouble brewing, Daryl could sense
it, even though Merle never saw fit to fill him in on the inside track. That
was fine by him. Daryl had always been more comfortable following someone else’s
lead. He was a good soldier and didn’t care to try to move up the ranks,
regardless of how much his brother encouraged him to do so.
Now, after a five day absence, the Governor’s
third man in charge, Rick Grimes, had returned. Daryl liked Rick a lot better
than Shane. He could sense that Rick was something Shane wasn’t: a man of
honor. Shane was a cutthroat, like the Governor. Truth be told, though, Daryl
missed the man Rick had been before his wife and son had been swarmed by the
small herd of walkers that had overrun their first camp. Rick had lost his way
for a long time after that. He’d sunk into madness and he was just now clawing all
the way out of that dark and miserable pit.
“Rick,” Daryl said, offering his hand.
Rick gave it a firm shake and took a seat on
the couch in the Governor’s RV. He’d requested Daryl’s presence at this meeting
“So, what have you to report, Rick?” asked the
Governor. He was sipping tea and looking, in Daryl’s opinion, a little too
prissy for his own good. Daryl didn’t trust the Governor as far as he could
throw him. He thought that perhaps Rick felt the same way. There was a certain
level of tension between him and Rick, and it was almost all down to ideology.
They often disagreed on how to run things, and if it wasn’t for Shane’s
constant interference, Daryl imagined Rick would attempt a coup, or the Governor would try to have Rick killed to simply get him out of the way.
If push came to shove, Daryl had long ago decided he'd side with Rick. He'd also have to make his brother do the same.
“There’s a town about twenty miles from here
called Woodbury. It’s a settlement with about twenty-five survivors. They’ve
built protective walls in a fairly substantial radius around the heart of the
town. I think, should we approach it right, they would be willing to welcome us
in.”
Shane snorted, and the Governor smiled
indulgently before shaking his head at Rick.
“What’s so funny?” Rick asked, barely keeping the exasperation from his voice.
“Rick, you’re ever the dove, aren’t you?” said
the Governor. “I’m a hawk. I take what I think is good for me and my people.
This settlement you’ve found, Woodbury, well…they’re going to do more than
welcome us in.”
“Brian, there’s no need to rush in there with
guns blazing. Those are good people. Peaceful people. They have women,
children, elderly folks--”
“Then I’m sure these good people will happily
hand over the settlement for us to take over and improve upon. Am I right?”
Merle only nodded. He was uncharacteristically
quiet, even considering he was with the Governor. Not a lot scared Merle Dixon, but Daryl knew he was shit-his-pants afraid of Brian Blake.
Shane took the boot licking a step further. Not out of fear, but out of genuine admiration. “Damn straight, Governor.”
“What do you think, Daryl?” Rick asked.
Suddenly on the spot, Daryl felt eight eyes
bore into him, waiting for an answer.
“Daryl’s not on this council, Rick,” Shane
pointed out.
“He should be. I value his opinion. Daryl, what
do you think?”
“If it was up to me, I’d knock on the door.
Give ‘em a choice.”
Merle shook his head, as though ashamed of his
little brother’s answer. Daryl suspected Merle feared he would appear weak to the Governor and that could get them both killed, or worse, expelled from camp. “I didn’t know you were so damned soft, Daryl. Don't be such a fucking pussy. I taught you better than that.”
“Neither did I,” said the Governor. “Unfortunately
for you, Daryl, it isn’t up to you, and, as Shane rightfully pointed out, you’re
not on this council. You’re dismissed.”
With a shake of his head, Daryl grabbed his
crossbow and headed out of the RV. He heard Rick make a comment about him not going
too far. Whatever it was he wanted to discuss, Daryl wanted no part of it. He
wasn’t trying to be dragged into the middle of a power play between Rick and
the Governor. That kind of shit, he knew, could get you killed.
He saw his new woman, Beth, walking with Andrea
toward the quarry with a trolley loaded with dirty clothes. He’d been rude to
her that morning, and he regretted it, but he didn’t know how to deal with her.
He’d never been good with women outside of action in the sheets. He could bed
one, but talking to her, or trying to live with her? That was a whole other
matter.
Daryl took a peep into the tent. It was
completely unrecognizable now. Their sleeping bags were made up as proper
beds and everything had been squared neatly away. Hell, it even smelled clean.
She’d left a plate of scrambled eggs and bread sitting on his bed, covered with
a cloth. Woman food, he thought, as he
sat down on the cooler he used for a table or a chair interchangeably. He
tasted the eggs and nodded approval to himself. She could cook on an open flame
without burning everything.
His thoughts, unsurprisingly, turned to the
woman herself. She was young, probably no older than eighteen, and she was
cute. He’d stayed gone the night before, hoping to come in to find her asleep,
not because he didn’t want to talk, but because he didn’t want to address the
issue of sex. He knew that if she ever threw herself at him he wouldn’t be
strong enough to say no. Hell, he’d come close to mounting her in the middle of
the night as it was. It had been a long time since he’d sank balls deep into a
woman, and that’s what he wanted now.
Still, the idea of it bothered him. He doubted
she wanted him. She had, after all, proposed a ‘mutually beneficial’ arrangement,
strictly to keep from being gang raped and passed around, not because she
actually wanted to be with him. He knew sex as part of that arrangement, but he
wasn’t sure how, or when, he would take advantage of that particular perk.
“Daryl?”
It was Rick Grimes. He peeped his head into the tent and Daryl motioned for him to come in.
“I've got something I need to talk to you about,” Rick said, and took a seat on the floor.
*****
“What’s wrong, Andrea?”
“Shane claimed me,” she said.
“That’s a bad thing?”
“It’s not bad, exactly,” she shrugged. “Let’s just say he
didn’t waste time taking advantage of the sexual aspect of the arrangement. He
was on me as soon as I set my things down. Pig.”
She looked over Beth, who was scrubbing Daryl’s
underwear in a bucket of soapy water.
“How about Daryl?”
“He didn’t come in last night until after
midnight, but I was asleep. He didn’t try anything. He probably will tonight. He’s
mean.”
Andrea cocked a brow. “Mean, or just uncouth?”
Beth giggled and looked around to make sure no
one was eavesdropping. “Uncouth, I guess. Rude. I don’t care. As long as he
doesn’t hit me or rough me up too much.”
She stopped washing and glanced to the sky. It
was clouding over and would probably rain before they could finish the laundry.
A crow sailed across the sky with casual grace.
“How did this happen?”
“The turn?” asked Andrea, ringing Shane’s
things out.
“No. Well, yes, I wonder that too but, I wonder
how come all the progress women have made in this country has gone out the
window so completely.”
Andrea cocked a brow. “Women have always been
second class citizens, Beth. We always will be. The only difference now is that
there’s no legal recourse for us. Men can do whatever they want to us and we
can’t do shit about it unless we take matters into our own hands.”
They washed in silence, their thoughts turning
to life in a camp where women were property, like the chickens and the guns and
the knives. They’d just finished loading the trolley when the wind started to pick up.
“Have you seen Jacqui this morning?” Beth
asked.
“I think she and Jim left in the middle of the
night,” Andrea answered. “Their tent was gone this morning when I got up.”
“You don’t think the Governor--”
“Beth Greene.”
“Oh, God,” Andrea sighed under her breath.
A man was walking toward them. He was young, in
his mid to late twenties, with cocoa colored eyes and mahogany colored hair. He
was thin, stood about five ft. eight, but walked as though he was seven feet
tall with his somewhat weak chin jutting forward. Despite the jeans and t-shirt
he wore, he had a prep school boy air to him. There was a liberal dose of
snobbery in the smirk on his face and the twist of his thin lips.
“Mark Rowley,” he said, but his expression
soured when he saw the token around her neck. “Who gave you that?”
“I’m sorry, but how is that your business?”
Beth asked. She remembered Merle Dixon saying he had thrown his girlfriend out
with the intentions of taking her as his own.
He gripped the token and made a noise of angry
disgust. There was a moment when she thought he would rip the chain from her
neck.
“Daryl Dixon. A girl as beautiful as you can do
better than that white trash piece of shit,” he said.
Beth tried to take the token back, but his grip
remained firm. “Let go.”
“Or what?” he challenged. “You’ll tell Daryl on
me?”
“As a matter of fact,” she said, and looked
past him, opening her mouth s though to speak.
Mark released the token at once and moved
swiftly away from Beth. He spun around to find the path empty behind him.
“That’s what I thought,” Beth said, smirking
along with Andrea. “I will be having a discussion with Daryl about this.”
“Don’t forget to mention Mark’s obnoxious
Napoleon complex while you’re at it,” Andrea said. She and Beth broke into
laughter.
“Bitch.” He all but snarled the word at Andrea,
then looked down at the token around her neck. S.W. was burned into the wood.
He may have been a woman-hating bully but he was not a complete fool. Mark made
no attempt to grab at Andrea’s token. Nor did he move to say another word.
“I’ll let Shane know exactly what you think of
me.”
“I was talking to her,” he said quickly,
nodding at Beth. He must have figured Daryl as less of a threat than Shane.
Either way, losing his temper and attempting to bully Beth was going to spell
bad news for him, and all three of them knew it. He backed away.
“If you ever decide you want a real man, I’m
only--”
“I won’t bother to call you, that’s for damn
sure,” Beth said, and continued up the path with Andrea, just as the first of
the raindrops began to fall.
*****
The storm that came in seemed determined to
destroy every tent in the camp. It was late March and the weather had turned
unexpectedly cold for Georgia. Beth wouldn’t have been surprised if snow started to mix with the rain. Shivering, she took the meat she’d cooked in the fire pit and put it on a
plate, made sure the flames were extinguished, which wasn’t difficult
considering how hard it rained, by leaving the cover off the pit, and entered
the tent. Daryl came in just as she finished making two plates, his hair soaked
and his jacket dripping. His eyes had a red quality to them. She watched as he
lifted a bottle of rum to his lips before he offered it to her.
“Oh, no thanks,” she said.
“I’m not drunk if that’s what you’re thinking,”
he said, somewhat aggressively.
“I’m not thinking anything like that. Dinner’s
ready.”
“I’ll eat later. I saw you talking to Mark
Rowley earlier. What’d he want?”
Beth shrugged. “To bully me, I guess,” she
said, spreading a little bit of the butter one of the women in camp had
churned, onto a piece of bread. Suddenly Daryl gripped her arm and she dropped
the bread.
“Ow!”
He released his grip but his eyes were on fire
with anger. “Bully you how?”
“It was nothing--”
“I asked you a question, girl. How did he bully
you?”
“He said I could do better than white trash
like you. I told him I was going to have a word with you but he didn’t seem to
care. He called Andrea a bitch but tried to make it out like he was talking to
me. Look, Daryl, he’s a weak little piece of shit. He’s not worth it. I don’t
want any trouble--”
“This ain’t about what you want,” Daryl told
her. “This is about him disrespecting me. I can’t let him put his hands on what’s
mine and not do anything. It’ll make me look weak.”
He corked his rum and got up.
“Daryl--”
“Stay here, you hear me? Don’t leave this tent.”
Beth sat down, wishing like hell he hadn’t seen
anything, and that she’d lied about what had really happened with Mark, but she
figured lying would only put her on dangerous ground with Daryl. She looked at
the bottle of rum and thought that it was likely Daryl Dixon was a mean drunk.
Sure, she didn’t like Mark Rowley, but she didn’t want to be responsible for
getting someone hurt.
It seemed to take forever before Daryl
returned. When he did, his knuckles were red and bloody, but it wasn’t his
blood.
“I’ll get you a bandage,” she said nervously. “I’ve
got a clean towel here too.”
“You scared of me?” he asked.
She turned back to him with the towel and she
knew what was on his mind when she looked into his stormy blue eyes. She'd read romance novels where men wanted to fuck their women after they were in a fight. She'd always thought that was silly purple prose nonsense but now she was starting to think there may have been a grain of truth to it. Daryl seemed worked up, and not just with rage.
“No, of course not.”
She couldn’t quite hide the quiver in her
voice, however. The truth of the matter was that she was a little bit frightened of Daryl
Dixon. She was also aroused by him in a way she couldn’t understand. Why would
a man who displayed violence and a bad attitude make her belly quiver? She
assumed part of it was the intense look of lust in his eyes, and the fact that
he was sexy in that redneck kind of way.
Seeing her nervousness made Daryl's dick harden even more than it already was. He'd kicked Mark's ass for crossing the line. He'd done his part in the arrangement, and he felt it was time she lived up to every single aspect of her part of the deal. His blood was pumping, and the sight of her, nervous and small in front of him, made him want her more than he wanted air to breathe.
Daryl wrapped a hand behind Beth's head and pulled
her roughly toward him, smothering her lips in a hard, breath stealing kiss. He
turned her around and pulled her back against him. She could feel the hardened
length of his cock pressing against her ass as he shoved a hand down her jeans
and began to stroke her clit.
Beth’s head was spinning from the sudden
onslaught of sensations. He reached under her bra and began to roll one of her
nipples with surprising gentleness while he kept up a fast, circling motion
with his fingers. His lips latched onto her neck, sucking hard, marking her for
anyone to see that she wasn’t just living in his tent, she was sleeping in his
bed.
He made quick work of her jeans, shoving them
down. She heard the clink of his belt buckle and the zip of his pants just before
he shoved her face first into the pillow of his sleeping bag. He entered her, gently at first, testing the water. Feeling she wasn’t a virgin, despite how
tight she was, he began to thrust. He set up a hard, punishing rhythm that made
her cry out with as much pain as pleasure. She had only had sex twice in her life and wasn’t used to being penetrated,
especially by a long, heavy cock like Daryl's. The pace was moving quicker than Beth could
keep up with. Her body wasn’t sure whether to scream in pleasure as he moved
faster, or pain.
A shock wave of pleasure coursed through her,
even as Daryl burned her with his rock hard length in an ever increasing pace. She
felt tears sting at her eyes just before he cried out and she felt the hot lava
flow of his climax fill her.
“Fuck!” he swore, and pulled out of her.
She turned to her side and pulled her pants up
as he sat back, his cock going flaccid, slicked with her juices and her blood.
They eyed one another in the waning light of the stormy evening, the rain beating
against the tent as they looked at one another.
“I’ll have my dinner now,” he said, and picked
up his bottle of rum.
When Daryl had eaten and drank his fill, he
went to sleep. Beth lay on her side and listened to the storm. The thunder
masked the sound of her hitching breath as she cried into her pillow, her body aching
from the sex but also strangely sated. She didn’t know what to feel. She would
have let him fuck her no matter what. It was just that she’d hoped he would be
a gentle lover, even a boring one. That, apparently, was not going to be the
case.
She wiped at her eyes and snuggled down into
her sleeping bag, only to find that sleep evaded her. She longed for home. She
longed for the feel of her father’s protective arms around her, and her sister’s
smiling eyes. She would never see them again. She knew that now. She was just
going to have to accept it. She was on her own. She was a woman and she would
have to think like one. She wasn’t just any woman; she was Daryl Dixon’s woman.
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