Carl
shrugged and dipped his spoon into his cream of wheat. Rick sat bacon on the
table and Carl began to crumble it into his hot cereal. It looked pretty
appetizing to Michonne but her stomach was still rolling from her latest
session of making out with the toilet.
"A
shrug ain't an answer, son," Rick pointed out, and watched Judith grab a
handful of cereal to put into her mouth. She managed to wipe it over half her
face so Rick used a rag to clean her up.
"I
just don't like the way it'll make me look," he answered. "You know,
like an idiot."
"You
have to wear a tux. You're my best man," Rick said. "Unless you've
changed your mind."
"No!
I want you two to get married," he said sincerely. "I just don't want
to look like a dork while you do it."
"I'll
be in a tux," Rick pointed out.
Carl
rolled his eyes as if to say 'my point exactly.' This earned him a playful kick
under the table from his father.
"You're
wearing a tux," Michonne said. "Suck it up, it's only for one
night."
"What's
Judy gonna wear?" Carl asked.
"A
cute little pink dress with lots of frills," Michonne said. "It's
either the tux or I can make you a dress to match your sisters."
Carl
rolled his eyes again. He was heavy on the teenage disdain this morning. He
scraped his bowl clean and stretched. "I'm heading out to the fishing hole
with Will."
"Sure
you're not also going to see Zoe?" asked Rick.
At
once Carl's face began to redden. "W-what do you mean?"
"He
mean's Will's seventeen-year-old sister," Michonne supplied, as though it
was a valid question Carl asked and not a deliberate evasion. "Surely you
remember the girl I'm talking about? You must have seen her once or twice.
She's tall, pretty, with long red wavy hair and bright green eyes."
"And
freckles, Honey. Don't forget the freckles," Rick teased.
"Yes,
freckles. Thank you, Sweetie, for reminding me of the freckles."
"I
know who she is and I know what she looks like," Carl groused in embarrassment.
"Don't
sass your mother," Rick said, around a mouthful of eggs and bacon.
"I'm
not sassing. I'm going to see Will and the guys. It's not my fault Zoe will be
there. Jeeze!" He stomped upstairs to get his swim trunks while Michonne
and Rick shared a moment of laughter.
"Bite!"
Judy yelled, pointing at the bacon.
"Just
one piece of bacon. She gets pukey if she eats more than that," Michonne
said. She kissed Rick quickly and then headed for the kitchen door. She grabbed
the keys to her cart. She was properly showing now, and the sight of it made
Rick smile.
"Here
comes your deputy," she said.
"I've
got three, which one?"
"Christine."
Rick
sighed. He'd told Michonne all about Christine's odd behavior since the battle
at the Northeast Gate. Michonne, for her part, wasn't at all concerned.
"Okay."
She
smiled sympathetically. "I'll be with Maggie. We're going to be fitted for
maternity wear. See you this evening."
"Love
you."
"Love
you too."
"Morning,
Christine," Michonne said, stepping out.
"Rick
here?" Christine said, not interested in as much as sparing Michonne a
glance. Perhaps, Michonne mused, she didn't want to see her belly which was
swollen with Rick's child, and have to face the reality that she was more than
just some easily replaceable fling for Rick Grimes.
"Inside.
Go on in."
Rick
watched Christine Todd enter his kitchen with a mixture of curiosity and
unease. She didn't try too hard to hide her feelings for him, which were more
than platonic or professional, which often led to her saying or doing something
that made him tense. She was one of those women who didn't seem capable of
taking a hint. He was one inappropriate word or touch away from bluntly telling
her to back off.
"Morning,
Chief."
"Chris.
What brings you to my house on a Saturday morning?"
"Two
things. One, I wanted to congratulate you on being considered for the new
Secretary of Defense position. Ernie McGinnis was a good man. I can't think of
anyone better suited to replace him than you," she said with a slightly
misty-eyed expression.
"Thank
you. What else?"
"Part
of the south wall caved last night from walker pressure. They're still trying
to shore it up. The West brothers are on it now but they're having issues with
walkers pushing in."
"I'll
go check it out myself," he said, "as soon as I find a sitter for
Judy."
"I
can watch her."
"That
wouldn't be appropriate," Rick said.
Christine
frowned. "Really? Why?"
"I
think we both know why. Christine, you've been fairly obvious about your
feelings for me," said Rick. He wasn't sure how to take the half gasp,
half laugh that came from Christine.
"Rick,"
she said, taking his hand. "You know?"
"Yeah,
it's pretty obvious," he replied, and pulled his hand from hers.
She
looked confused for a moment when he pulled back. "Am I wrong when I see
the same feelings for me in your eyes?"
"Yes,
you are wrong. Christine, I love Michonne," Rick explained.
Her
face fell. He marveled at how she could have deluded herself into thinking he
felt anything for her other than friendship, and even that was shaky. She
spooked Rick. It seemed to him she'd begun to lose touch with reality.
"But…you're
only with her because you knew her when you were on the outside. You didn't
have anybody else. Now you're here, in the sanctuaries, a part of our
community. There are better choices for you, Rick."
Rick
stared at her a moment, feeling his ire rise. "Better choices,
Christine?"
"Yes,
Rick. Better choices."
"Like
you?"
"Yes,
of course."
"What
makes you better than Michonne?"
Now
Christine was beginning to get angry. He was playing dumb, asking questions he
knew the answers to already. "What do you think, Rick? I'm one of your
people. We're the same kind. Out there you had to take what you could get. In
here you have choices."
Rick's
heart was beating fast with anger. "You think I'm with Michonne because I
was desperate, but now I can choose a white woman so I should kick her to the
curb?"
"I
know you're a man of integrity. It's one of the reasons I love you so much, but
you don't owe her anything! You need a woman to mother your children, I get
that. I'm more than capable-"
"I'm
not with Michonne out of desperation and your bigotry is not welcome in my
house. It's not welcome in my life, for that matter."
"What?"
she said in confusion.
"Bigots
like you have always sickened me," he told her. "Look, Christine, I'm
gonna be upfront with you. I wouldn't touch you if you were literally the last
woman on earth. How's that for me choosing a woman out of desperation?"
"You
don't mean that."
"Yeah,
I do. I'm transferring you to Sanctuary Two. I'm also going to recommend that
you be relieved of your position of authority because I don't think you can do
this job objectively. You have to deal with all races and you know what? I
won't stand by and let this new civilization we're building have people of your
ilk in power. Get out of my house."
She
stared at him in open-mouthed shock. "Rick, you can't be-I don't hate
black people. We just weren't meant to mix!"
He
saw Merle Dixon flash before his vision, plain as day, and felt a wave of
disgust for the memory of the man as well as the woman standing before him.
"I
said get out," he said plainly. "Submit your badge and your official
firearm to Hank at the station as soon as you leave here. You'll be off-duty
until your transfer to S2 comes in."
She
looked numb as she walked out of the house. She stopped and cast one last look
back at the man she'd fallen so hard for. She didn't see any of the love she
thought she'd seen in his eyes previously. Still in shock, Christine left Rick
Grimes' house and headed to follow orders to turn in her badge and gun.
"Dad?"
Carl asked, when Christine was gone.
"Yeah?"
Rick asked on a heavy sigh.
"That
woman is crazy. Be careful of her."
Rick
nodded in agreement. "Will do. No you go have fun swimming with your
friends. And Zoe."
Carl
nodded and left the house but he didn't get through the door without a
concerned look at his father before he left.
It
wasn't until an hour had
passed and Christine sat in the apartment she rented downtown, barely two
blocks from the police station, that the shock wore off. Anger began to
overtake Christine.
That
sonofabitch, she thought. He's choosing some
nigger over me?
She
had to confess she'd never understood people who couldn't comprehend that
whites were God's chosen people, that they were genetically superior as well as
divinely favored, and had been created to rule over not just the animals, but
the lesser races. It had nothing to do with hate and everything to do with how
God and Mother Nature had designed things.
Good-looking,
strong, white men of integrity were hard to find after the Turn. So she could
understand how a man like Rick Grimes could have lost his way. Perhaps his
parents hadn't brought him up right. They'd probably been Liberals and
Democrats pre-Turn. That wasn't Rick's fault. She could forgive his upbringing
to a point. One couldn't be faulted if they hadn't been taught right to begin
with. Once they had been told, however, there simply wasn't a reason for them
to choose to wallow in the filth of the lower races and mix with them.
Rick
Grimes was so lost, so traumatized by his time in the wild, that he couldn't
see that planting his seed in dirty soil was only going to produce half-blood
filth.
Her
feelings for Rick had always been there, from the time she started training
under him and then moved to S1. Unable to stand being away from him, she'd
volunteered to fight the battle of the Northeast Gate. She'd hoped he'd stand
by her side but he'd chosen his nigger warrior girl instead. It wasn't a
surprise Michonne was so capable with that sword. Darkies were violent
creatures by nature, like the gorillas and monkeys they looked like. That
didn't make her wife material for a strong white man.
There
has to be something I can do to open his eyes to the truth. He's going to
corrupt his son and his daughter if he stays with that black bitch...
Christine
came up short and smiled as an idea came to her. She knew just what needed to
be done. Michonne had to be eliminated. Once she was gone he would grieve for
her, undoubtedly, but he would also get over her.
With
my help, Christine thought.
She
would be there to pick up the pieces of Rick's shattered heart. First, however,
she had to break it.
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