.
Carol Peletier wrung her hands and paced.
This was insane. It was literally insane. Love Club? Surely it couldn’t be
real. Surely people that she’d known for four years, had put at her back
against horror and danger, starvation and fear, weren’t letting some anonymous
person hook them up with each other, or the Woodbury survivors, for casual
sexual encounters. Surely not. It seemed so wrong.
It was
also undeniably intriguing. Who would she get if she decided to join this club?
What if whoever she was partnered with decided to back out? Who was this
Matchmaker? It had to be someone from Woodbury. That was the only explanation
she could accept.
Sunday evening. Seven
p.m. The prison laundry.
Carol
watched the meat on the grill cook for a few moments, contemplating the time
and place of her first scheduled hookup. No one was looking so she discreetly
slipped the paper in among the coals where it began to burn. She didn’t have to
go, of course. Nobody was twisting her arm. As she doled out meat during lunch
she wondered who all was in club.
Of course
nobody spoke of it. That was the only real rule of import. Don’t talk about it.
Carol had no way to know which of her friends was actually in the club. She
also didn’t know how long it had been going on before she was invited to join. Now
that she looked back on it, though, the past few weeks had seen some odd
behavior amongst her friends.
Sometimes
Carol caught Rick and Beth sharing a lingering look. She’d seen Sasha touch
Daryl in a very intimate fashion by running her fingertips through his hair one
day, ostensibly to clear out a few pine needles that had fallen into his hair
when he’d returned from the forest, but the gaze that passed between them was
one that suggested they’d touched one another before. People seemed to be
sharing a lot of loaded glances. Was it her imagination or was something going
on?
“You
okay?”
Rick
Grimes had his plate up and was smiling at her.
“I said
your name twice but you look like your mind had wandered,” he explained.
“Sorry. I
was thinking.”
Carol
loaded a few slices of deer meat onto his plate and looked around to see if
anyone was watching. She decided it was safe to speak.
“I
received a really odd note.”
To her
surprise, Rick only winked at her and left. Carol was convinced that Rick knew
about the Love Club and was probably even a member. Was that the reason behind
the intense look between him and Beth? Had he had sex with her? The girl was
barely legal.
You could end up with him…
The idea
that she could end up with Rick Grimes made Carol’s thighs quiver. It wasn’t
like she hadn’t imagined it before. She’d thought of him almost as much, if not
more, than Daryl Dixon. Tyreese sometimes slipped into her mind when she felt
just right under the sheets in her bunk at night and she allowed her hands to
wander over her body.
Carol
didn’t hold out too much hope she would luck up on Rick her first time out.
Knowing her luck she’d get Creepy Kevin, the guy from Woodbury who had the
shifty eyes and the growth on his nose.
Autumn
seemed determined, this year, to drown them in rain. It meant the lower level
of the prison would probably flood again, as it had in the spring when they’d
gotten a lot of rain. It must have been a problem when the prison was
functioning for its intended purpose because they’d found a storage room packed
full of sandbags and Rick had ordered them placed in problem areas. It was a band aid solution at best, though.
Fortunately
for Carol the floor was dry when she made her way to the laundry room half an
hour after her shower. She was a few minutes early but the facility was
deserted. She carefully checked before hopping up on one of the laundry tables
to wait.
The minute
hand advanced painfully slow on her watch. When it was seven p.m. the door
handle rattled and she felt her stomach clench, wondering who was about to walk
through the door.
Don’t be
Creepy Kevin. Don’t be Creepy Kevin.
It wasn’t
Creepy Kevin. It was worse. Carol shook her head in disbelief.
“Zach?”
.
He shut
the door and looked at her with wide eyes set in a very pale face. She’d
always known him to come off as cocky. He was anything but now.
“Have
walkers gotten in?” she said. Surely that had to be it. Surely this Matchmaker
wouldn’t pair her up with Zach. He
must have wandered in by mistake, looking for a safe haven from intruding
walkers.
“I was
told to be here at seven,” he said. His voice was high pitched and he was
sweating lightly. His hair was also lightly damp from the shower.
“I was
also told to give you this.”
He pulled
something from his pocket and handed it to her. She opened the tiny scrap of
paper. There was a single word printed in blocky all-caps.
VIRGIN
“Oh, God…”
The other
note had said she could back out if she wasn’t compatible with her assigned
partner. She was ready to do just that.
“So, I
was told I’d get an experienced woman,” Zach said. “You like, were married
once, right? You had a daughter. You have experience.”
“Zach,
this isn’t how your first time should be.”
“I just
want to have a first time. I’m
twenty-one and I haven’t done it yet. I was always weird around girls and then
this plague hit and I never had the chance to do it. I just…Please? We’re
supposed to do this. The Matchmaker must know what they’re doing, right?”
Apparently not, Carol thought.
“I could
die any day. I just want to do it,” he said.
He had
such wide eyes and Carol felt a stab of pity for the boy. He’s a virgin. He
just wants to get it over with. He was told he’d be given someone with
experience. Why her, though?
“Did you
bring a condom?”
He shook
his head.
He was a
virgin. The likelihood he’d pass on a disease was minimal. She’d had a partial
hysterectomy a when Sophia was three due to a fibroid. She couldn’t have
children. Condoms weren’t really necessary, she supposed. Not when she couldn’t
get pregnant and he couldn’t have an STD.
Just do it for the boy. It’ll be over in
seconds anyway.
“I guess,”
Carol conceded.
He
relaxed and started toward her. All his usual swagger was gone, especially when
he stopped in front of her, and held his hands up as though unsure what to do
next.
Wow. He really doesn’t have any experience, Carol thought. She
looked around. There was nowhere for them to lie down but her eyes landed on a
dryer that had blankets stuffed inside. The door was slightly open. When she
went over to the pile she opened it and realized the blankets were clean.
Whoever had planned this must have put them there. She pulled them out and
arranged them on the floor.
“Put that
chair under the door handle. We don’t need someone walking in,” Carol said,
while she spread out the four thick blankets into a soft cushion.
Zach did
as ordered and then came over to Carol.
“I’m
ready. You?” he said eagerly.
“Yeah,”
she replied, trying not to let sarcasm seep through. If she ever found this
matchmaker she was going to kill them with her bare hands.
He kissed
her. It was sloppy and fast and kind of endearing but Carol still put a stop to
it. She gave him instruction on how she liked to be kissed. Eager to learn, he
put his hands on her hips and kissed her the way she showed him.
“Okay,”
she said. “That’s good.”
He
smiled, pleased with himself, and let his eyes wander to her breasts. Carol
really didn’t want to get naked with a twenty-one year old but he seemed so
eager she put her discomfort aside and allowed his hands to wander over her
body and under her shirt. She finally pulled it off and unhooked her bra. Zach
sighed.
“I’ve
never seen them up close in real life,” he said. “I was seventeen when the Turn
happened and I hadn’t gotten this far with a girl yet,” he explained. “Can I?”
Carol
nodded and allowed him to touch her. Despite the nightmare scenario she found
herself in the look of wonder on his face as he handled her tits pebbled her
nipples and she thought it wasn’t completely unpleasant. Still, she didn’t want
to draw this out any longer than she had to. She encouraged Zach to undress and
she pulled off the rest of her clothes along with him. His eyes were glued to
her body and she saw his erection spring to life. It wasn’t the most impressive
she’d ever seen but he wasn’t shabby, either.
“Lie
down,” she said. Zach started to but hesitated.
“Shouldn’t
I be on top?”
“If you
want.”
“I do.”
As soon
as she lay down he began kissing her sloppily again, forgetting his little
kissing lesson in his enthusiasm. He groped her breasts and moaned into her
mouth. This was his moment. She wasn’t going to scold him or push him away.
Oddly enough, Carol got caught up in the kiss and for just a moment she felt
very young again.
“Now
what?” he said breathlessly.
She wiped
her mouth and helped him get situated between her thighs.
“You
guide yourself into me,” she said, surprised by how wet she was. It had been a
long time since she’d had sex. Three years to be precise. Though this wasn’t
how she’d wanted to end the drought she was determined to see it through.
He had
difficulty so Carol reached down and put the head of his dick at her entrance.
“Now
push,” she said.
He pushed
forward and she relaxed, allowing him to slide into her.
“Oh, God!”
he said, his eyes wide for a moment. Then he squeezed them shut. “Oh, Jesus!
Wow…wow! It feels so good!”
“You move
now,” she said, trying very hard not to laugh. She was afraid she’d traumatize
him and make him afraid of women for the rest of his life if she did. “Thrust.
Move your hips back. In and out.”
He did as
instructed, balancing himself on his arms. His pace was clumsy and he slid out
the first three times he pulled back so that Carol had to guide him in again.
Then he found his pace.
“Too
hard?” he asked, worried he’d hurt her.
“No, you
can do it as hard as you want. I’m fine.”
He thrust
three times, hard, and then stiffened. She felt him come, explosively, while he
moaned and shivered before collapsing on her.
“I can’t
breathe,” she said.
“Sorry.”
He rolled
off her and Carol lay looking up at the ceiling. Intercourse had taken only
about forty-five seconds from the time he entered her, which was better than she'd expected. When he’d caught his breath, Carol got up and started
to dress. Zach looked ready to sleep right there but he forced himself up and
pulled on his clothes.
“Remember,
you can’t talk about this to anyone or you’ll be kicked out of the club.”
She hoped
that threat was enough to keep his mouth shut. If he told anyone she’d popped
his cherry she’d just die of the shame.
“I won’t.
I promise. Thanks, Carol. It was awesome.”
“Sure
thing, Zach,” she said kindly, and tolerated another kiss. She let him leave
first, and when she was alone, she kicked the pile of blankets that had acted
as their bed.
“I’d
better get Rick or Daryl or Tyreese next time, damn it!” Carol shouted, on the
off chance that whoever had orchestrated her first tryst was listening. “I
deserve better than that!”
Yeah, Carol thought, as she left the laundry room. If I ever find the Matchmaker I’m gonna kill
them.
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